Fragile.

I will never let you die, dear. And tonight, I'll be close by.

There were many times in 2009 that I have spent being a wreck of a crybaby. Through all that, I ought to be thankful that at least, I have shoulders for me to cry my snot on to and to still be of sound mind despite me wishing to be numb to everything.

This 2010, I pray for everyone's happiness and for me stop being so negative and cynical towards whatever that has flown my way.

I pray for my family to be in the pink of health, they have not seen me at my best yet.

For my best of friends, to be able to conclude their studying.

For my college mates who are not employed yet to well, get a job.

For my best mates and my dear boyfriend to do well in their fields of work, which they know, they are good in.

For my dearest friends who has already been blessed with a lifetime partner to be happy in their marriage and for their children to be healthy as a pony.

For those who are in between to be shown a clearer path to what they want and are supposed to do.

Also, for myself to drink more water.

*Blows out birthday candles*



Happy birthday, me.

I will never let you die, will never let you try.